我爱你，不容易。 Hard to say: ”I LOVE u."

前天，说着要致电到家的我，犹疑不决。如果是普通的对话，我爽快得打。但，要说出：“我爱你",的确不容易。电话打了。聊聊最近发生那些事啊~但，脑里回想着我和妈之间发生的点点滴滴。从以前我是anak mami，到叛逆（算吗？），到现在很珍惜。好多好多的画面回想了起来。我感触很多。我谈谈吐吐了很久。“咪，我...” “咪，...” “我...” 就是说不出来。可是，那一刻，我真很想让妈知道我，姐，妹，和哥都是幸福的。最后，我鼓起勇气说：“咪，谢谢您把我生下来。”眼泪就在眼眶里打滚着。那是我对妈咪最真心的话。妈有点吓到，可能我们都从没表达过吧。。当我感觉到泪水快要掉下来的时候，妈的反映尽然是：“ehhh，你的DSLR还要买吗？” Huhh。。我哭笑不得。。我爱你，没勇气说出来。但我相信孩子们的心里都很大声的呐喊着：“妈，我爱你！”。

Yesterday, I said that I'm gonna call my mum. Fingers felt like heavy when dialing it. I call millions of times to home, never felt the finger heavy like this before. Is it because, I'm gonna say I love u to mum..?? Never realize it is Hard.. I called. like usual, we talked about daily's thingy. "What do u eat today？” “Have u take ur bath??” Things like that repeated each time we talk.. but, this kind of conversation makes me feel home.. keep on flash backing the memories that we had together.. From I'm a mummy's girl, to a rebellious girl(is it?), and now to a girl that appreciated. I felt a lot. when I trying to speak it out: "Mi, I..." "Mi,..." "I..." just can't say it out. but, I really wanted my mum to know how appreciate am I to be her daughter. So, at last , I said:" Mi, thanks for bringing me to this world."