Being in LDR

I'm in relationship now! Only some people know that I have blog, so  I think it is okay to write it here. Going low profile since the relationship started. but high profile for family. haha

Being in a relationship is not like what I think. It seems easy but also hard in the meantime. Especially LDR- Long Distance Relationship. Ya.. that's right. 

Sini bulan, sana bintang.

Saya bangun, dia tidur.

Magnitude is different.

12 hours of difference.

To conclude, distance and time.

well, that's not a big problem.  (maybe, hee~)

For me, the biggest enemy of LDR is the feeling of insecure.

A lot of things wonder in mind.

And that is dangerous.

I know the best cure of this is having confidence with each other,

which yeah I do believe him.

but u know, sometimes

sometimes..

women tend to over-think. XP

#crappinginmidnight

２０１４,一月一号.

今天是一月一号，２０１４。新一年的我没有什么新期望。我只想把本份做好。我也很旧没在记录生活点滴，不想把不好的能量都被记录。

我爱我的家人，但家家有本难念经。我时刻提醒自己世界上有家人的陪伴，有地吃喝，有得玩乐是很幸福，这一方面我很自足也很安乐。

其中我不再写的原因是我要停止抱怨，我清楚自己对现况的一点不满，我也想更充实自己。家人对我毕业后的发展都很担心，我也透露了我想再读书的想法。

老爸没有很支持，他想我当个公务员，我不想啊！老一辈想安稳，现时的我想尝试。对于别的我可以不要求，但是对于我的未来，我希望他们可以支持。

其实，我懂老爸怕走出自己的安全区，我更怕！怎样都好那是我自己选择的路，我未来过的生活。成与败当然还是未知数，所以我怕。但怕了就可以逃避吗？我不要习惯性地做逃兵。