now

not updating blog for a while.. too much stuffs messing in mind. a lot had happened though. forcing me to deal with stuufffss... now, is not the best condition of me. too busy with life's challenge. pain and happiness that make u realised you still breathing, gasping air to live. I don't even have the strength to give up. why should i? I need to show that i can bear with all these. i believe experience is the most valuable lesson in life. appaa... nomu nomu appaaa..