要21岁了，以前想过 21岁之前要谈恋爱，但随后这想法就不了了之。虽然也没有轰烈的恋情但朋友的友情足以让我窝心。但我是蛮享受男女的暧昧。说不清的害羞，矛盾，傻笑让人对未来充满遐想。但好几段的暧昧都没发展成一段关系，可能是我太有自己的想法关系，或装傻的婉拒。或许想看到的真心并不足与，也或许我的理想型标准Super High。。haha~ 拥有另一半的朋友要幸福哦！缘份得来不易，能做为情侣是缘，能携手到老是份啊！
21岁的一个人没有不好，我倒是享受的。习惯性的一个人让我觉得私人空间很舒服欸~~ 家人朋友都在问，好像担心我嫁不出去。别担心啦~~对我来说21岁才是人生的开始。。
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
exam *blank*
Ages... not posting anything...
today saja2.. exam week, so ....
it's still remains 2 papers to go. but after web programming, im just to speechless on the final exam. every paper is hard this semester, although i did thought that it wont be that easy this sem. but still, it was EXTREMELY HARD. kind of disappoint of myself. why I cant score in the final exam. and bikin panas the carrier marks allok good but the final is doomed.
Arhhhhhhhgghhhgh.... too terrifying!
today saja2.. exam week, so ....
it's still remains 2 papers to go. but after web programming, im just to speechless on the final exam. every paper is hard this semester, although i did thought that it wont be that easy this sem. but still, it was EXTREMELY HARD. kind of disappoint of myself. why I cant score in the final exam. and bikin panas the carrier marks all
Arhhhhhhhgghhhgh.... too terrifying!
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
now
not updating blog for a while.. too much stuffs messing in mind. a lot had happened though. forcing me to deal with stuufffss... now, is not the best condition of me. too busy with life's challenge. pain and happiness that make u realised you still breathing, gasping air to live. I don't even have the strength to give up. why should i? I need to show that i can bear with all these. i believe experience is the most valuable lesson in life. appaa... nomu nomu appaaa..
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Daddy, Mommy
My recent location is at Labuan International Terminal. Waiting my turn, of speedboat to get to Menumbok and finally home. a lot of people today since Chinese New Year 2012 is upcoming soon.
there's a family sit in front of me. don't know if they realised I know to speak chinese too.. A dad and mom was lecturing the young boy.. A freshboy of high school.. form1... the dad said: a boy ah, if teacher teach, u must concentrate.. Do u know the difference between sixteen and sixty?? U are clever but lazy lo... Ur shoes also need your mum to wash for u and u saying that u are not lazy... so on~~
not that I'm stalking. but, they were talking so loudddd...
Hearing it make me wonder, how much time did the father even share with his son. not so many i think. the mom looks like overprotecting her son. talking about the teacher doesn't give her son chance to take Mandarin class and she's grabbed her phone away to call the teacher..
a dramatic scene in the morning.
the son looks like a nice boy, but not sure he is annoyed with the lecture early in the morning. playing his PSP, nodding, answering...
all moms and dads care for their children. my mom and dad care for my life too. but like other parents, they don't understand the thought of youngster today. this may cause war in the future. for the daddy encouraging the child is important, talk to them like a friend, not a kindergarten's children. for mom, let ur child to be independent bit by bit. they need to know to take care themselves as you are not accompanying them forever.
Last, Happy Chinese New Year 2012 everyone!! Hope this will be a prosper Dragon year!! ^^
there's a family sit in front of me. don't know if they realised I know to speak chinese too.. A dad and mom was lecturing the young boy.. A freshboy of high school.. form1... the dad said: a boy ah, if teacher teach, u must concentrate.. Do u know the difference between sixteen and sixty?? U are clever but lazy lo... Ur shoes also need your mum to wash for u and u saying that u are not lazy... so on~~
not that I'm stalking. but, they were talking so loudddd...
Hearing it make me wonder, how much time did the father even share with his son. not so many i think. the mom looks like overprotecting her son. talking about the teacher doesn't give her son chance to take Mandarin class and she's grabbed her phone away to call the teacher..
a dramatic scene in the morning.
the son looks like a nice boy, but not sure he is annoyed with the lecture early in the morning. playing his PSP, nodding, answering...
all moms and dads care for their children. my mom and dad care for my life too. but like other parents, they don't understand the thought of youngster today. this may cause war in the future. for the daddy encouraging the child is important, talk to them like a friend, not a kindergarten's children. for mom, let ur child to be independent bit by bit. they need to know to take care themselves as you are not accompanying them forever.
Last, Happy Chinese New Year 2012 everyone!! Hope this will be a prosper Dragon year!! ^^
Saturday, January 7, 2012
The Sun
like usual sitting in bus.. Going to campus.
watching all way scenery, enjoying the bite from crackers..
the SUN, I saw the sun fighting boldly..
like the ancient warrior.
surviving from the attacks.
the CLOUD, acting as a valiant rival,
ambushing the warrior with the Coverage skill.
plaster the Ray Power from the sun.
the Ray Power getting dimper,
the strength level of the warrior,
DECLINE rapidly..
Sky getting gloomy,
conquered by the Great Cover Power f the rival.
the End seem obvious.
there, The Sun Arouse.
Battle all its might,
faithfully on his Ultimate Power - the Ultra V.
Supernatural War happens,
the Sun launching Blood WARN.
recruiting the aye aye Wind.
the Team recruited.
here they are, combine forces.
Ultra V and Tsumami unite.
~~~~&(*#@#$%^~~~~
the spell bursts,
the Cloud trembles.
the Wind blows with 180Km Per Hour,
the Sun shines with 1000 Watts,
Fiuuuu~~ ~~ Pranngggggg~~~ ~~
the Cloud cracks, turning invisible in sky.
the Victory achieved.
the civilian cheer for the Triumph.
the brave brave Sun,
inspired my Day.
watching all way scenery, enjoying the bite from crackers..
the SUN, I saw the sun fighting boldly..
like the ancient warrior.
surviving from the attacks.
the CLOUD, acting as a valiant rival,
ambushing the warrior with the Coverage skill.
plaster the Ray Power from the sun.
the Ray Power getting dimper,
the strength level of the warrior,
DECLINE rapidly..
Sky getting gloomy,
conquered by the Great Cover Power f the rival.
the End seem obvious.
there, The Sun Arouse.
Battle all its might,
faithfully on his Ultimate Power - the Ultra V.
Supernatural War happens,
the Sun launching Blood WARN.
recruiting the aye aye Wind.
the Team recruited.
here they are, combine forces.
Ultra V and Tsumami unite.
~~~~&(*#@#$%^~~~~
the spell bursts,
the Cloud trembles.
the Wind blows with 180Km Per Hour,
the Sun shines with 1000 Watts,
Fiuuuu~~ ~~ Pranngggggg~~~ ~~
the Cloud cracks, turning invisible in sky.
the Victory achieved.
the civilian cheer for the Triumph.
the brave brave Sun,
inspired my Day.
Happy NUT
How many people in the world is really happy?? In real, how many of those look happy is bleeding inside?? and how many of the kind that seem optimistic nut while crying sobbing at darken night??
Guess, human are all this kind of nut.
BUT, everyone..
this nut say to itself:
1. All is well, all is well.
2. tomorrow will be just fine.
3. this time will past.
4. I will be ok.
5. Don't be sad, it is worthless.
6. ... more and more on hypnotizing..
then, the nut will..
1. Gain confidence again.
2. smile brightly.
3. dress well.
4. look itself in the mirror,
doubting..
Then, time flies...
the nut looks back, arhh.. this is NUT...
pretending to be happy S*^#
SO WHAT, everyone have this nut on them!!
Guess, human are all this kind of nut.
BUT, everyone..
this nut say to itself:
1. All is well, all is well.
2. tomorrow will be just fine.
3. this time will past.
4. I will be ok.
5. Don't be sad, it is worthless.
6. ... more and more on hypnotizing..
then, the nut will..
1. Gain confidence again.
2. smile brightly.
3. dress well.
4. look itself in the mirror,
doubting..
Then, time flies...
the nut looks back, arhh.. this is NUT...
pretending to be happy S*^#
SO WHAT, everyone have this nut on them!!
Friday, December 9, 2011
Rebound, Rebounding
Do you had any crazy thoughts before? I had it. and It was a lot. well, thoughts rite.. so never accomplish it..
but, just very now, I got this crazy thought about getting fat.. very fat and becoming slim again. will it work?? haha~ i think no...
thinking like it will be fun/different if you having a path that you havent had it before.. then, the rational mind will stop me from doing things that people not ordinary to do. Although I'm not really care about people's opinion bout me but somehow I may be one of those that lose to the society's prejudice.
hmm.. when I was in high school, my body's weight averagely on 47kg. during the after high school time, my weight gain to almost 50kg.. the fattest of me... make it clear first, my height is only 153cm, so 50kg already can make me look chubby! huhu~~
Go to matric, maybe cause first time left home, or nothing to eat there, my weight back to 47kg like usual.. miss that time, cause I don't had extra fat/lipid on my body. Since I entering Uni, my weight just silently increasing.. 47.3kg, 47,5kg,48kg, 48.6kg and 49kg... oh god... can't control it already.. haha.. should I just give up and go bigger... kinkingking~
Since this sem, coz my new roomate, Kate, bought a fridge and place it in our room, I'm starting to buy beverages to put in there.. it look wonderful as I can have my cool drinks anytime I want.. but then I discovered my weight also maintaining in 48-49kg.. more and more praised that I'm gettin healthier(fatter).. ahh... and my tummy, it visible again.
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Women. just care bout things like this. As I, it hard for me to get my old shape coz I really need carbohydrate now(final exam is near).. So, I better tell my sister to buy bigger size of clothes for chinese new year 2012 then.. wakaka..
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